Just a reminder that [Jack] and I will be attending the VIP foot party in southeast PA this weekend. I’m looking forward to seeing [Linda], and hoping to find more inspiration for this story.  In recent days, I’ve not said much because, really, little has happened with her.  The upcoming party however, should be good for at least a few more posts at any rate, and more fun for the foot fetish-afflicted, like me.    I’m eager to write another chapter in the foot quest, and this weekend should provide the needed muses, and material.

I plan, in no uncertain terms, to tell my feelings to [Linda] and ask her if she feels at all the same.  I’m going to invite her to visit my pavilion and to climb Chocolate Knee hill with me. I’ll ask to come into her world a little as well, so I might know her better.  Perhaps she’ll be willing to help me prove, one way or the other, that this wave of passion I’ve written of over the last month, either can last indefinitely, or is always very short-lived.  I’m certain that if it’s temporary with [Linda], that it will be the same with any woman I meet because as far as dream girls go, there are none more dreamy than [Linda].

It may well be that dream girls become plane Janes quickly, and invariably.  I sure hope that this is not the case though, because ever since my first boyhood crush, I’ve dreamt of the woman who could keep me happy for a very, very long time.   Since I’ve established that [Linda] is indeed a dream girl, she would be one of a small few who could show the true nature of dream girls; can they last in reality, or does their charm always fade away with the rise of the morning sun?

A sure answer to this question would change the goals of the love quest profoundly, and forever.  If dream girls are nothing more than mere phantoms, then it would be much easier to renounce the desire to have one, and thus to stop questing for one.  But if some dream girls can stay real, even after the light of many days has shown on their faces, then the quest will focus intensely on finding such a woman, and no settling will be acceptable.  In fact, finding a definitive answer to this is the top priority in the quest now.  I hope that [Linda], or someone like her, won’t mind participating in this “experiment.”  I’ll let you know.

More later.

TJ